It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live. - - Albus Dumbledore.
(1) Callie. (2) 21 years old. (3) I have boobs. (4) I like my boyfriend. (5) I adore cats more than a normal person should (6) food is my favourite part of the day (7) I like to nap (8) my ask box is always open (8) I'm cute, I swear.
"Being analytical has its perks, especially when you are rarely wrong. And it’s even greater when you mix that with intelligence. Not to sound like I’m boasting mind you, cause every blessing I have is also a curse. People say they over think but I wonder if it’s to the extent that I do. To rebuild entire scenarios, to have every possible circumstance played through, and to sit there and be critical about everything. I wish I could turn it off sometimes, it’s just so intense. My emotions shut down and I begin to see things too unemotionally. Too critical, too cynical. Everything has meaning but speculation takes over, and suddenly the meaning skews. I hate I am so nearly always right, when all I wish is to be wrong about the people around me. It’s turned me into a cynical and bitter man. There is no love here, and there is no pain… Well until you come to that final moment when all is silent. Then it hits you, and you can’t help but think… Yes, everyone’s the same. I’m still waiting for someone to prove to me different. Anyone… Someone… Oh please just be different."